Wednesday, April 22, 2020

Daze 21: In Hiding, Closed Doors, House Arrest

Our corona situation, under seeming house arrest, with closed doors, reminds me a bit of Jesus' disciples after He died. It says they were "in hiding, doors locked, for fear of the Jews." Sometimes it feels like I'm in hiding, though I can freely go outside. 

I love how Jesus first comes to the disciples. He just appears in the room in which they were hiding, probably grieving, trying to figure it all out. So what does He say to their startled ears? Just, "Peace be with you." 

This is how He often comes to us, when we're in hiding, with the doors of our hearts locked up. He just comes. It's up to recognize Him and welcome Him.  

I want to be His prisoner of hope *maybe give a reference?*, not a prisoner of unbelief, fear, or distress. I want to be arrested by hope, living in the reality of Jesus' life and death, and then His life here and now with me and, in me. I'm so grateful for His Holy Spirit that comes alongside....right in the room of my heart where I'm hiding. Just like He did with His disciples so long ago.


In Hiding, Doors Locked: Jesus comes to the hiding disciples

John 20:19-25, Mark 16:14 and Luke 24:33-49



So where were Jesus’ disciples those first few days?

            When only Joseph and Nicodemus tended His body?

Where were they when Jesus arose early in the day?

            When He met Mary Magdalene in the garden ... and spoke her name?

Were they listening when Mary told them the news?

What did they hear when Mary, the mother of James, told them the same?

When Joanna, Saloma and other women told them the same?

            ALL women, and

ALL the disciples had not believed ANY of these women!



Why did Jesus come to these women first, and not the men?

They weren’t in hiding.

They were out looking for Him,

            Together.

            Wanting to care for His body,

Wanting to be close to His body, and Him.

                        Seeking joy for their grief.



So where were His disciples all this time?

            Together, in hiding,

                        Doors locked,

                                    For fear of the Jews

What did it mean?

            Oh, how they missed Him,

Grieving His death, mourning the huge loss,

            Their whole world turned upside down.

Yet His Words kept winding into their thoughts.

            His love winding around their heart.

                        Surely this wasn’t the end.

He had brought them all together,   

            Even in this very room where they were hiding.

They were there because of Him.

Somehow they knew there must be more,

            Because He was always the MORE.

The disciples must have been discussing all they had heard.

            How did the stone get rolled away?

            How could the tomb be empty?

            How did the burial face cloth get so neatly folded?

Men waiting, wondering, daring to hope.



Then, quietly, without knocking or entering through any door,

 Jesus Himself came into their midst.

            How did He get in? The doors were locked!

One thing is sure. It was really Him.

He was right there with them, in front of ALL their eyes.

            No more wondering and waiting for Jesus,

Jesus was alive and here with them now!



Tenderly then, He spoke peace to their hearts.

            And they remembered His Words—

                        Peace I leave with you; My peace I give to you

                                    I do not give to you as the world gives.

                        Do not let your hearts be troubled.

                        Do not be afraid. (John 14:27)



Then He also gently chided them

For their lack of faith,

            For their stubborn refusal to believe

                        Those who had already seen Him and told them.

He must have been gentle with the disciples as He

Saw their flip-flop trembling hearts,

Heard their doubts and questions and still

Spoke peace deep into their hearts,

Over and over, “Peace be with you.”

Remarkably, Jesus didn’t stop with quieting their hearts.

            He had two more things to say at this time.

First, He gave them a commission that would change their lives forever,

            “As the Father has sent me, I am sending you.”

Then He gave them a gift so amazing that their hearts must have

            Fallen to the ground in worship and awe,

            “Receive the Holy Spirit.

If you forgive anyone his sins, they are forgiven.

If you do not forgive them, they are not forgiven.”



This same Jesus that spoke peace into their hearts,

Now speaks these words to you, too,

“Peace be with you.

                        Receive My Holy Spirit.”

Jesus comes when you are “hiding,” closed doors,

            With the doors of your heart locked up.

He comes so we too can receive His forgiveness,

            And then offer forgiveness to others:

It’s freely offered.

                        It only cost one Life.


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“Only one life,

            Twill soon be past.

Only what’s done

            For Christ will last.”



From Jim Elliot’s diary…before he was martyred by the Aucas of Ecuador

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